The last time I was overcome with guilt was a few months ago, maybe one or two months.
As you know, I’m a caring big sister who must look after her little sister. So, this day, I was waiting for her, but after 10 minutes, she wasn’t here, I asked some people but they didn’t see her.
I panicked and searched all around the school yard, and then I thought that if she were here, I’d have saw her, and that she had forgiven to wait for me.
Then, I tried to reassure me, she would have the reflex to go back home and I left the school.
I worried all along the way home, and when I opened the door, she was here, playing on the computer.
We explained ourselves , she just told me she believed that I had forgiven her, she left the school and then I thought she didn’t wait for me.
The whole story is based on a misunderstanding !
There were more fear than harm.
I appreciate your valuable for your sister. Love the story and I guess there is nothing you could feel guilt about. This is love.
But I felt guilty because I didn’t know if I should go back home, or stay to wait for her, and I didn’t know where she was, when she was under my responsability.
Feeling guilty proves that our conscious is still alive. Don’t let this guilt take control over you. Treasure the love you get from your sister and forget about bad happenings 🙂
Yup very right 🙂 xx